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| caliente pocket |
[29 Jan 2006|10:40pm] |
derek is hot.
that is all...
have you tried the hot pocket hot pocket? it taste just like a hot pocket.
:)
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[09 Oct 2005|07:12pm] |
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i just got off the phone with my ex from like 9th and 10th grade...i was a total bitch to him...so..yeah, i got a lot off my chest. he was super cool with me. he's been with the same girl for a long time now and i am really happy for him.
annnd...the sims 2 for ps2 comes out in like, 2 weeks! score...coz i thought it came out in like a month.
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| ...I'm alreday in that kind of relationship with Takkun here... |
[09 Oct 2005|06:16pm] |
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life is alright. a little boring, but i am happy.
i dont think i will drink anymore...i keep freaking out when i get drunk and i dont know when to stop...i tackled some guy for vodka...and then i tried to stab some 16 yr old little girl in the head with scissor...
i need to lose some weight. i am so fat right now....i weigh more than ever...like 140lbs no joke.
other than that its all work and no play.
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| its this fooly cooly kinda dream thing.... |
[10 Sep 2005|08:27pm] |
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last night i got drunk...pineapple parrot bay DOES NOT taste as good coming up.
today, i feel like an ass...and my head hurts.
me and derek and philip are going to see The Exorcism of Emily Rose.
i cant wait.
...just got parts for my comp.(that i started building like a year ago) I am almost done with the computer that cost me 2x's as much as it should have.
my kittie got his little furry nuts removed. now he has deflated little bags...but i still love him.
speaking of love...i m gonna have derek's babies...in like 11 years. :)
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| blaaaaaaaaah. |
[21 Jul 2005|05:54pm] |
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wow
its been a long time...
i got a new job. no more target. i work at walgreens now. its great.
i got my nose pierced.
my kittie's eyes are all better.
i went to warped tour with carrie and derek. fun fun. i really liked the horrorpops.
i saw bunches of people. some of them suck...but hey. it happens.
thats really all.
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| please can you stop the noise...i'm trying to get some rest... |
[18 May 2005|02:35pm] |
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i am so depressed. i feel like a cow.
i am scared of what is going to happen after i graduate. if i dont go to school, which i pretty much can't, i will have no health insurance, and me without my medication is not good...i cannot handle life with out it. i know that's bad, but...well, most of you have seen me without it...
i just want to sleep for like 2 years...
oh well. sarah is coming over with some other girls and we're going to get drunk on friday. it'll be fun... derek will come home to a bunch of drunk girls.
....i go home in 20mins.
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| I don't mean to make you cry, but these feelings run right through the night... |
[17 May 2005|05:43pm] |
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I am at school trying to get everything done at once. Power point for econ, photo's for...photo?, stuff for the art show (i still have like four mats to make)...which sooo doesnt explain why i am on here wasting time...
mackie's eyes are all better and Ophelia is a heffer. i am so glad the babies are healthy...makes me feel like a good cat-mommy.
AS FOR THE ART SHOW...anyone who reads this is welcome to come...
this saturday, the 21st. it starts at 7:30pm, and it ends at 10pm. its at ben davis.
if you need a ride, i will try to get you one.
finally...my mom may have actually left my step dad after his last dose of bull shit. i am very proud of her.
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[13 May 2005|03:00pm] |
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i am so freaking tired.
i wish we'd never met my stepdad. i spent last night on the phone trying to convince him to let mom and me call an ambulance for him, because he took a bunch of pills again after ripping up the house.
i feel bad for him, because i know he needs help, but then again, i dont feel bad, because he admits it, and still can't be man enough to go through with it. now i remeber why i try to stay out of this shit.
i hate work...why cant i get paid to eat ice cream?? i am totally addicted to ben and jerry's. that is the best ice cream on earth. i want some chunky monkey now. >(
other than that, i have two weeks until freedom. and macbeth's eyes are getting better.
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[06 May 2005|10:59am] |
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i have the blood brothers stuck in my head, and i am so hyper, but i only got like 5 hours of sleep. let's dance...>_<
today is senior skip day...i am not skipping...i cant afford to.
my kitties are so awesome...i need to take Macbeth to the vet though, because his eyes and nose are all gross and scabby. poor baby.
derek and i maybe going to broad ripple today to get blood brother tickets. its pay day...and i dont have to work...how friggin' awesome.
i have become a very frequent user of the word awesome, haven't i?
thats awesome...
wow...i am out of semi-important things to say.
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[04 May 2005|03:05pm] |
lalala!!
i am going home to see my kitties and my baby!!!
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[02 May 2005|10:56am] |
wow. prom was a blast...derek and i danced...which is...unusual. i will post pictures eventually.
after prom we all went to josh's house. i am never drinking beer again. gross!!
kings island was awwesome...
good times.
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| violently happy |
[25 Apr 2005|11:53am] |
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ggooodd weekend.
tony's party was a blllaasst. i did spray myself in the face with spray paint.
last night me and josh made derek watch bubble boy. i love that movie.
we decided to go to prom afterall. finding a dress might be a problem...but tthats ok. amanda said icould borrow one.
my job still sucks. i want a new one. if anyone has any suggestions...
:)
i had an awesome morning, derek.
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| will i come as reborn?? |
[21 Apr 2005|11:49am] |
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i had an awesome 2 days. tuesday was the chicago trip...the city is beautiful, and the museums were soo cool. i am very excited about going...nervous too.
wednesday was me and derek's 4 month mark. he and i are awesome...we have still yet to get into a fight. i never thought it possible...anyway, on wednesday we were supposed to go on apicnic with josh and amanda, but we ended up making tacos at zachs house??...it was still fun.
i got a .25 raise at work yesterday. I got my anual review too. basically, they say i do my job, but half-assed. im ok with that...except, they say i am not outgoing enough with the guests. i say hello, im polite...what do they want me to do?? give them a lap dance??? oh well..
back to econ.
**derek's ferret is cute**
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[07 Apr 2005|11:57am] |
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i went last night to see Sin City. it was fucking awesome. i think it may be my new favorite movie. elijah wood's part in this movie was so cool. the asian girl was pretty kick-ass, too. she's almost as cool as go-go.
other than that, i am great. derek is awesome as ever...
we're trying this work program in oregon...its a community center run by a church...20$ a day plus tips and free room and board. that will give us a chance to save up money for school. its mostly a summer program, but you can stay all year long...we arent sure if we will. i am excited.
my appartment is clean...yay!!
back to my work i go.
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| maybe im on a lever... |
[21 Mar 2005|12:02pm] |
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i am so sick. i worked 8hr shifts all weekend and i have laryngitis. fun times. i hate my job right now, but its about to be better.
derek and i are doing really well. he's amazing. it was three months yesterday, but it feels like we've never been apart.
i am back on my meds...i guess i just cant function without them. i am not even going to attempt it again.
other than that, lifes not really too interesting. same shit different day.
OH! on thursday we're going to bloomington to see murder by death. we're going to get all spiffied up...i bought some really cute black dress pants. i am excited.
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[15 Mar 2005|02:57pm] |
i hate the tech people here (at school)...
they did this huge file-delete with out telling anyone.
i dont know how much of mine, if any was deleted, but magically, the stuff i have been working on for the last 3 weeks is fucking gone. their solution?? none. i will raise fucking hell.
dont offer courses if you lack adaquate resources. or adequate knowledge of the equipment being used, for that matter.
this has been the shittiest week.
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[14 Mar 2005|11:05am] |
well...life has changed...derek is staying with me now..im nervous and excited, but whats new? i got upset with him over crumbs, and we laughed at me...ahh ocd.
i was up until 1am doing laundry...blah. i am exhasted...i didnt want to come to school, but i promised my mom i wouldnt miss anymore school or work.
i think i got my manager in trouble. i love it!! she left us this huge note about how chris and i arent doing all these things...and 1/2 the stuff she mentioned is her job anyway. chris and i are the best closers she has. so i pointed out all the things she doesnt do, and all the stuff she tries to dump on us to the store manager. he totally agreed with me. dont fuck with me.
school is still a stress issue, but derek and i are working on it. just have to get our portfolios in order. we'll be ok...its just going to take time.
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| so rub it in... |
[09 Mar 2005|11:09am] |
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went to open art studio last night.
like four people saw my naked back...in a picture derek took. i was ok with it. its just a back.
one of the girls who saw it said i had a very womanly shape. i was flattered.
i printed like 7 photos and matted all but one. theyre great. derek and i conversed with a teacher about schools...we're going to look into chicago...its between chicago and cincinnatti.
my house is filthy...i dont want to work tonight. can't i just sleep forever??
ps. i love waking up next to my derek. so warm and soft and comfy....
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| i was born a unicorn |
[08 Mar 2005|11:44am] |
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2 new loves of mine: the unicorns
pretty girls make graves.
beyond that. i am feeling better. got financial aid done. derek and i are planning a trip to cincinnati to see the art academy.
i cant wait until spring break. we're going camping. just the two of us i believe...not that we'd mind company. its going to be awesome.
i am so glad i found someone who appretiates all the things i do. some one who can and will be as tender and sweet as i am. i am glad i found some one who actually cares about me.
yum.
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[04 Mar 2005|09:33pm] |
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wow, i am...ok.
stress iis a reoccurring theme here...but yeah.
i will be ok.
i have taken some really cool photos lately....and i let derek take nakie ones of me...all you see is my back. theyre very pretty pictures.
i am working on this really cool backstage pass design on photo shop (for class)...i will post all of this if i ever get a chance.
thats all..
derek, ilove you.
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